I am finally going to meet my son in the morning! I am nervous, excited, scared, happy, and sad all rolled into one. I am a mess, maybe it is being almost a week overdue, but boy are my hormones crazy.
I am can't wait to see what he looks like, hold him in my arms and introduce him to his great big sister. I am looking forward to taking care of him in his first days unlike we were able to do with Emma who was in the NICU across town from me. Wow I am going to be a mom to two!
I am dreading that he in no longer a VBAC baby as I am completely stalled in labor and having to have a c-section early on Friday, but oh so ready to have him on the outside.
So for now I say good night as I am heading to bed and to enjoy my last hours of pregnancy. (this may be my last so I better cherish it). Emma is snuggled safely in bed at her Nana's and will be happily at school tomorrow playing with friends while I am in surgery. I am already looking forward to seeing her tomorrow afternoon. I hate to be without her. I just hope I can handle laughing at her after surgery:) She is so funny:)
Love to all
Rachel
1 comment:
ahhhh!!! I am just so happy for you and can't wait to see you holding Taylor in your arms in person!!!!!!!!! He and Bennett are going to be best buddies, I just know it :)
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